It's over...

no baby. I knew it was too good to last.

Hi everyone

Update: October 9th

Took another beta this morning. I had some brown spotting in the morning to I asked the doctor to check me out. He did an internal and said everything looked fine and that it was old blood. It has stopped, thankfully. Beta results were 475 - not great for quadrupling but he said it's about average and to repeat it again in 2 days. Ugh! Send prayers please!!



I know I haven't posted in a while but there has been good reasons. Trying to find a job, for one. It hasn't been easy but I settled on working an online job for now...doesn't pay much but it's something I can do in my spare time and it's extremely flexible, which I love.

Second reason...I contemplated even going there. My fertility. As many of you know, we were on a TTC break until the new year, unless it happened naturally. Well, much to my surprise...and Dave's I can say... We are pregnant again! I went for the doctor's official word
on Thursday and I got great beta (180) & progesterone numbers (16.2) so far. I go back Monday for a repeat and an U/S at the end of the month. UNBELIEVABLE!

That's it for now...I am cautiously optomistic and I know I shouldn't worry about anything...what will happen will, etc etc...but I figure I can be a little happy. I hate to say this...but rela*ing worked for me! I know, I hate me too! But I'm thrilled God gave me another chance at age 41. Ooh, and the best news...my EDD is on our wedding anniversary - June 11th!