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This is a blog about me, Ally, 44 now...trying to conceive baby #3. After 5 years, several miscarriages and heartaches we finally did it. Ava Lynn was born on January 30th 2009. Now I have two teenagers and a baby! Ally wants three is now complete. It's all gravy from here on in...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

I know...

that yesterday was Infant Loss and Remembrance Day. How fitting it was that I spent most of yesterday in a church at a funeral for a dear friend we lost to cancer at 38.

I'm so sick of loss. The truly good people leave us too soon and it's so unfair. I am sickened by it really. I try to believe that they are in a better place...but what better place than with the people that love you? I don't get it and I don't think I ever will.

To all the people I have lost in the past year....my mother, my cat, my dear friends, my 3 babies... I love you and miss you...and always will.

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3 Comments:

At 12:45 PM, Blogger Jenn said...

I didn't even want to think about it yesterday - I think about the bad things enough - I don't need a specific day for it.

Ally, I am sorry for the crappy year you have had - I know they say that God only gives us what we can handle - but I wish he didn't think we were so strong.

Thinking about you today.

Jenn

 
At 11:51 AM, Blogger Sporty said...

I'm sorry about all of the loss that you have had lately Ally. Please know that I have been thinking about you and you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Take care and love ya!

 
At 1:01 PM, Blogger Lisa said...

I'm sorry about all your losses. It sucks that all the good hearted people leave us so soon, but mean people seem to live forever. I hope things get easier.

 

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