hopeless

I'm sorry I haven't really posted lately. I've been feeling totally ill at ease lately. Too many things are just up in limbo and I really can't stand it.

Waiting to move so I can look for a house, be with David while he gets his problems taking care of, and start to ttc again. I can't afford to wait months and months...40 is around the corner.

So, here I sit and wait. And hope. It's so damn frustrating.